Life and Other Things

Do you ever sit and wonder “Is there more to life than just this.” Is there more out there that hasn’t been experienced? I want to make something with my life. I want to laugh and cry at the same time. At everything. I want to know my life has a purpose. That I’m not some ordinary person on this planet out of the 6,840,507,000 and counting. (yes i looked that up.. dont judge me).

People always say whats the meaning of life? Well heres your answer: Its what YOU make of it. Everybodies meaning is different.

That’s why I want to laugh and cry. My motto is to live laugh and love. Always. Forever. Laugh at the little things. Dont worry about making life this one huge moment. Those moments will come in time.

Laugh at tripping over nothing. Cry over spilled milk… the cows worked hard for that!

Learn to play the guitar and fail miserably. Take those singign skills that only magically happen in the shower nd share it with the world.

Go to a cafe. Go to the middle of nowhere. Love like youve never loved before.

Go ahead.. eat the entire ben and jerrys. No ones judging.. theyre probably doing the exact same thing.

Stuff your face until you can’t stuff it anymore. Take a road trip following the road using a map only when you must… with now plan as to where youre going.

Live life to your meaning.

You know what i wanna know.. Is why people get mad at you bc you get injured. So you cant do anything. Im sorry. Its not like i wanted to not play basketball. Or not be able to even work. It happened to me. Just like all the other fucked up things happeb to me.

Mkay… My vent sesh i over…

Im quite bored.

But I have a new blog!!

changendotherthings.tumblr.com

Get at it(;

Warped Tour

Fucking ahmazing

a cold sore… but whn my mom gets home I’m goona tell her i have herpes.. just to see what shes gonna say..

I’m so nice(:

Angry birds as taken over my lifee….

He was a bust. So was pennsylvania guy. Im actually quite happy about this (: haha its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Peace love happiness

Alexa(:

So i havent been on in like.. forever.. legitlly.

So i wanna tlk about california. Why? Bc When you have an iPhone tht lets you conenct with anyone in the world.. it connects you with an ahmazing guy in california. Of all people. He’s funny, sweet and a real charmer. I can talk to him about anything and guess wht.. he thinks im “pretty cute(:” suck on that. Hes pretty decent himself.

Now I am not saying im falling head over heels.. or that im falling in love.. or even falling at all. But could you blame me if i did?? But wht i am saying is i’d like to talk to him and get to know him.

I feel like I’m two timing though. No I’m not in a relationship of any sorts. But I am kind of “talking” as we youngsters call it to another guy. Now he’s from Pennsylvania as welll and i know people who know him. We met completely by coinky dink. The “relationshiop” we have isnt what i wanted it to be. Now I’m not saynig I wanted to marry the guy.. i just wish thinkgs were going differently.. if you know what I mean. I havent met him in person. I want to and I think it’s going to happen soon.. but I just wanna meet. Nothing fancy. I dont want anything to happen but I’m having a hard time convincing him otherwise. Whatever. Ive got a strong head on my shoulders and I’m not worried about it. From what Im saying he may sound like a not great guy. But he is. When we just talk he so sweet and funny and everything i llove. For as long as ive been tlking to him I could see myself with him. I even told him hes my number one…

So california guy.. youve got me. Pennsylvania guy you do too.

So though technically im not cheating or two-timing or w.e you waan call it, i feel like I am. PA thinks hes the only number one… Which I feel like he is. But same goes to Mr. California. God help me.

So could anyone possibly following me or seeing this help me out?? I dont know what to do.

Well I suppose I’ll stop for know,

Peace, Love, Happiness, and Holy Bananas,

Bye for now

Alexa